FmL! i dont know what thoughts in thinking about. everything is confusing. its like “should i? should i not? what if? what happens? i still care about you. But im seeing someone else when i close my eyes now. You Fucked up. I Fucked up. WHAT IF?”
Life Is Hard as it is. And im just making it harder
Whatever you choose stay stern with your decision. Life is hard and I am sure you don’t need your situation on top of that. But it’s all you. Good luck!
Exactly what Justin said. You need to really be firm with your decision. You can’t go back and be like “oh nvm” because I’ve done that in the past and one of my ex-gfs thought I was inconsistent and crazy. If you’re gonna end it, end it in a nice solemn way, don’t be a dick and bring up the past (another mistake of mine). And again, it’s all up to you. Hope it all turns out well in the end for you.
hey man think of it this way, who do you see yourself with in 5 years? if its a fling obviously that doesnt apply and you should think, is she worth it? i wanna talk to you about this in person if you dont mind. i might not be the best person to talk to but i know what youre goin through and i can tell you from another guys perspective. im here for you man. hit me up whenever youre free.
*i dont expect you guys to read this is for my own sake*
my biggest pet peeve with my mom is when she compares me to others like my cousins or my friends. she expects me to be better all of the time. when she tells me why cant you be more like her or why cant you be more like him. every time she says something like that i always want to tell her that well sorry im not perfect mom, maybe you should ask one of them to be your kid … probably not the nicest thing you could say but she gets me so frustrated sometimes. this whole subject today is about my relationship with my mom and how it isnt the best one in the world. whenever i have bad news i always try to postpone it cause i know she cant handle bad news as well as others. especially when it comes to school she overreacts and thinks the worlds coming to an end even when things arent my fault she always makes it feel like it is and i she makes me feel like the biggest irresponsible shit in the world. …. look at me … i hate this …. whenever she makes me feel this way she turns me into a whiny bitch. im sorry for being so emo i just cant help it. y’know i cant go on with this shit. i really cant take all of this bs and guilt trips and yelling. i wanna get out …